I’ve been thinking lately…
Things of what happened, happening and will happen.
Okay, I’m the type of friend you can ALWAYS run to.
Whenever. Wherever. Whatever.
And whenever you’ll be gone, I will just be here waiting for you to come to me again.
It’s been a routine.
You talk to me and tell me anything you want to.
We hang whenever we have time.
Laugh at people we love to laugh about.
Talk about our issues in life.
Help each other about the problems we have.
Try to fix what we can fix.
YES. I can be like that forever.
This is my personality.
But, you suddenly ignore me without any reason?
You pretend that you don’t know me.
You reject me.
Then, when you need me again…
You go to me?
WHAT THE HELL, MAN!
Yes, I do like you. But I’m not someone who you can throw away just like that.
I’m not someone who you can use to pass time.
Dude, I have feeling too.
REAL FEELINGS.
So, I have decided. And excuse you, this was really hard for me.
I decided to go away for a while.
I decided to hide from you.
I decided to stay away.
Because this is the ONLY solution I can think of.
I’m sorry, my dear friend.
Basically, I have to find myself.
I have to figure this out on my own.
I need to know what should I stand.
It’s been complicated for me.
You’re too complicated for me.
And we’re not even together.
I must like you very much because this is hard.
I don’t like what I’ll be doing.
But, it’s for my own good.
Sometimes, one must be selfish for his/her own sake.
